Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
nari ii bad mood giler ....sial habes urh ....guy ii mcm besar nyer pukimak ...jgn smpi ii tawu betina maner dier cntct ,,,mesti ii biken tu pmpn nyer...puki nk maen niie game per ngn aku ...kay sembarang arh sumpah aku jadi minah rep ...puki tiang ...wire aku daa lari sial . . sumpah aku binget sial ngn hubby aku ...aku msg dier mintak break ah aku daa give up ngn nie semua ...da 4tahun aku ngn dier tapi dier tetap nk flirt ard kn ...kay ...binget sial nie mcm ...nabei cb!!!!
elo Elo readers juz updating my blog...fucking bored at hm ...missing my hubby so much ...
ii wanna hug him sia ...tgh gaduh ngn dier sey ...yesterdae ii msg dier marah2 dier until now dier tk reply my msg ..wateva laa tknk reply kau nye pasal ...ii give up kay ...menses tk dtg2 niie takot sey ..jgnlaa sangkut lagy ...ii dun wanna go for abortion anymore...if i btl sangkut ,kay tis time ii tanggung ,,,sape sey tk syg anak ,,,since ii go for my abortion dat time ,i btl2 menyesal ...sometime ii cry coz menyesal sey lau tk next month is my due date..n my little princess da ader adeq...
aper ley uat ,seperti org kate nasi daa jadi bubur,,,ii wanna watch my cite cine ...ii will update later ,,,:)
Monday, October 25, 2010
Niiey gmbr my sepupu ngn matae dier...my sepupu yg girl...mepek siia dier....aqu tawu guy dier tk kasi dier lepak ngn aqu ...pasal aqu jahat ah watever lah ...aku tk kesah org nk ckp aqu jahat ke ape..
biler dier ader problem ,dier mengadu kt aqu sia ...
dier dtg umah aqu mengadu ckp matae dier marah dier pasal dier uat tagged...ehy helo ,krg bkn ader kaitan tunang atau suami isteri n dier tkder hak nk larang sepupu aqu uat tagged...pasal drg tkder kene mengena except for matae..hubby aqu pon tk perna halang aqu ader fb atau tagged or blog ...
coz dier trust aqu ....he sae asalkn jgn flirt around dats all ...wat for krg matae klau tk trust each other...puas haty jadi single tkder org nk halang ...n aqu perna ckp ngn dier uat facebook urh n dier ckp tknk urh nanty matae aqu marah ...haha klakarnye...wateva lah alin ....kaw gy hidup sama kaw punye jantan kay ...aqu malas k ambek tawu pasal kaw lagy ....mintak tlg kaw pon susah ...fuck off lah girl ...nielah klau daa ader matae,,,,aqu ader matae pon aqu tk jmp hari2...nanty satu hari jelak ...
I miss my little brother...dier ader kt jakarta sch outing for 1weeks ...bored sey adeq aqu tkde umah lau dier ader blh aqu bully dier...hehe tk baek sia ...i miss him....*crying*.....cpat2 lah alek2 ...
sumore kt sane ader jerebu ....worried for his safety...haishh....klah nk msg dier ...tanye hows e weather kt sane...bye ...will update my blog again ...
Thursday, October 14, 2010
elo readers ...ii juz cum bck frm huuby hse...dpt spend tyme ngn hubby one dae only ..
aiyoooh....so sad ...lau blh ii tknk alek sey nanty my mum mulut bising ...
huuby suruh dtg next week on thursdae nanty dier ambek off untuk spend tyme ngn miie n puteri ...
next month puteri daa 1year sey ...planning ngn hubby celebrate ...buy for her cake n present..
ii pon tk tawu ape present nk belikn dier...lau puteri daa pandai ckp kn senang jadi we noe wat to buy for her..haha siak jer...aru nk msuk setahun ....insya allah by tahun nie ii ngn hubby nikah coz his parents pon suruh nikah cpt2...ii love him so much ...no one can seperate us frm being together...he's mine ...bitches back off...want hym ,over my dead body aitex....btw ii read ferrah profile n ajin pon daa klua...
they r stil together..last long kay baby ,,,aku syg kaw lurh sey ...cume apit jer blum klua ...
wait long2 urh apit..hehe...klah gtg nk makan urh lapar sey ...hubby giv ii duit blanje 45dolar lah sey ..
syg kaw!!!!!
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Tis Pic wen ii aru give birth on 30.11.2009 at 6.57am..sorie lau lmbt post gmbr puteri maseh bby ...
coz ii pon recently aru uat blog...ii giv birth kt NUH...ii tell eu abt my experience kt labour ward..dat time ,ii go causeway point wif my family semua jalan2 sambil tgk2 brg baby coz ii daa 9months preg,so anytime baby leh klua,n dat tyme, hubby kt dlm prison..so ii ngn mama go kiddy palace tgk pram for baby..suddenly my perot sakit....5min dtg,lepas tu hilang..aiyooh...sakit dier mcm menses cramp...den ii blg mama ,so mama cpt2 bwk ii go hospital...den smpi nuh ,nurse tanye biler due date ,den ii sae lah 2nd december...so nurse bwk ii go delivery suite kt tingkat 2...n ii kene pkai baju hospital ..nurse check ,n told miie da 2cm open nk kne tungu smpi 8cm atau 10cm aru baby leh klua..so terpakse ii kne tunggu kt dlm labour ward tu ...mcm sial ..dalah sakit..den nurse tanye nk pkai epidural atau injection kt peha atau gas...den ii ckp urh ii wan to use gas only...ii tknk epidural coz ader side effect...den mama tnye doctor wen baby leh klua ,doctor sae tonite atau bsok pagy ,.omg...lamer perh...ii smpi labour ward dlm kul 2pm ...so tgh tunggu my cm bukak ,ii tgk tv..mama go bwh gy mkn n inform my abg semua suruh alek coz ii tkleh alek kne stay ...ii tgk cartoon ..
haha..ii tkleh tdo siak..sakit sey perot...den mlm perot ii da bisa sangat but my cm juz 4cm ...
doctor suruh tunggu lagy ...WTF...Doctor ckp they nid to pecahkn my water bag ,so wen drg da pecahkn ii tkleh jalan gy toilet sia.. den kul 4pagy da sakit sangat so ii kip using e gas...mama suruh tahan...
terpakselah tahan...sakit gler...worse den menses cramp sia..kul 5pagy doctor n nurse daa standby brg baby semua coz kepale baby da nk dkt klua...e light punye lah besar...sakit mata aku ...
den kul 6something ,ii forget e time,nurse ckp jgn push dulu coz doctor lum msuk lagy ...sial lah kepale baby da nmpk den eu all blh ckp jgn push ..mampos siak ...doctor pmpn niie cute kecik ,dier msuk ,den ii push my baby ..sakit gler sia...ii cried sia...sakit ...den wen baby da klua ,doctor jahit nasib baek tk rase e jahit ...
ii think my jahit byk ...coz its take two months to heal...wen ii look at my baby ,senyum sey ...
happy ii atlast my baby come out safe n sound...den they giv miie milo panas n sum biskut ,but ii tkder selera nk mkn coz penat push baby klua..doctor sae must eat ...so ii eat lor...after finish all e process ,nurse kasi baby kt ii ..den they push miie to normal ward...3hari kt dlm hospital ...den next dae ,ii cn go hm but baby tkleh alek ...sedih gler sey ii ...so ii go home ,abg ambek ii naek taxi go hm ...ii kip thinking of my little princess..den nurse called my mum next morning suruh ambek baby alek ...ii cpat2 siap n go hospital...smpi hospital,ii go to my ward n ambek baby..nurse kasi miie all e baby things dat ii dpt frm hospital..take cab hm ..
kiss my baby ...syg sey ii kt dier...till now dier daa nk msuk 11months ...cpat kn...next month dier daa setahun..must celebrate her 1years old birthdae...
they make miie smile...ii mish ferrah coz daa 2tahun tk jmp sey since ii last break up ngn apit (ex)
n now daa dpt cntct alek ...mish her so much ...bler jmp mesti nk hug dier ..ii noe dira in tagged..
dier pon ex apit...haha...we both chat wif each other n mcm daa knal lame ii regard her as my beloved galfren,
ii tk perna nmpk dier coz nk jmp je slalu tk jadi ...but one dae we surely miit kay ..no worriies..one dae ii will msg ferrah tanye bler dier free ,we three jmp kay ...ii love you both so much ! muacks3!!! hurt them, ii kill eu!
elo readers juz updating my blog...i miss my hubby so much ....
tk sabar nk jmp dier on nxt thursdae wen hubby off dae...yesterdae termimpi pasal jantan pukimak tu ...
alamak suay sial....mimpi dier uat ape siak puas haty aku mimpi hubby aku ...hubby msg miie lmbt sey janji nk text miie kul 3pm den dier text miie kul 5plus...binget jer aku ...but atleast dier msg...ii told hym ,if dier uat lagy cnfrm we break off no more patch up..ii da kasi dier byk peluang tau...smpi kdg2 fikir nk give up jer..
but ii cant forget hym ...ii love hym too deeply...kte matae since 19.02.07 smpi skrg...dier kt dlm prison for 1year ,ii wait for hym abeh dier msuk alek prison maseh ii mengandung n still ii wait for hym ...maseh dier 2nd time msuk prison ,ii btl2 mcm nk giv up coz perot daa besar ,ii think dat tyme ii mengandung 6month ..
ii trun naek court juz bcoz of hym ...seriously pnat n lepak ...syg nyer pasal sanggup siak trun naek
now everything changed,hubby daa tk cntct ngn kwn dier yg mcm sial ...lega sikit haty ii ...
pasal kwn dier yg mcm pukimak tu lah dier msuk dlm ...nie lah kwn mkn kwn ...skrg lau blh biarlah ii n hubby hidup sndiri ..tkder kwn mcm g2 tk mati lah sial ...no matter wad joesky,ii promise you ,ii wnt leave you n ii will love you forever...trust my words...
Friday, October 1, 2010
hi ...ii juz cum bck frm hubby's hse...pnat sey ...yesterdae spend e whole day wif hubby n our little princess
hubby hug and kiss miie...awww so sweet of eu syg...ii promise ii wnt leave you ..and ii will love you forever n ever...ii n hubby smlm tdo lmbt dlm kul 2am..puteri daa tdo siang...kul 10pm daa tdo...so ii n hubby tk leh slip so we watch dvd lor...hubby yesterdae tk keje coz ii n puteri dtg..hehe...syg kaw lah seii ...
walaupon kte gaduh ,tk perna kte ckp word "break up"
ii trust hym n he trust miie...everyone make mistakes ...n deserve a 2nd chance...
seriously ii love my hubby alot...nxt week on thursdae meeting him again ...hehe...
lamer ehy ....coz hubby keje skrg ...bz slalu...we only tok on phone..n sms each other...
ii mish him always...no matter how far we r ..eu r always in my mind...
hubby n miie planning for our princess nyer birthdae on 30.11.2010..
mesti kene buat sey birthdae dier..haha..anywae ii nk go otp wif hubby ...bye2...take care..
:)
